sigh. i wish i could make this shirt. :))

this will be my last public post in this damn journal. after this i shall post everything for friends only. okay maybe not everything it depends on my mood. well you get my point.

i'm starting to f-lock some of my entries because i think not everyone should be reading about it. i really just want to rant. that's all.

i'm excited to use those beautiful F.O banners i've been saving after locking my entries. finally. hahaha.

now, i shall look for some layouts.

thank you bumweh  for letting me bum in your house and listen to my rants today. haha. lezzgooo look for a job now. haha! miss you!

after a year of not getting any haircut.. behold! i have a new hairdo!

Ugh.

Sorry, Sorry is on repeat in my ipod. idk why. UGH.

maybe i'm sick? and i need some upbeat song?

uh no.

ah. i'm tempted to watch the mv again but noo i'm at work =/

just a little bit more practice i can sing and dance the infectious song.

i'm sick and i'm drinking coke. can't resist, my office mate gave it to me because it's her birthday today. poor throat of mine. ugh. i don't want to be sick. its summer! WTH.

2 more days before my first real salary. YAY! i will have money after two weeks! LOL.

what to buy on the first salary?

FRiED SiOPAO! XD

P.S

Shooreeeeeeeeh... eeeh. oh Kyuhun. ♥

i want to go food trip.

tsk.

i have nothing sensible to do.

i've been sleeping almost the whole day. argh. the weather here is very unbelievably effin' hot and i freakin' hate it.

this is a very very boring saturday.

pathetic.

*gives colorful eggs to everyone*

my half body is sore. specifically my right arm and leg. i got sunburn on it. its funny because only half of my body is burned. haha.then the other half is normal. we went on the beach last friday til saturday afternoon. upon arrival i kinda slept under a nipa hut. only half of my body was shaded so i'm half burned. lol.

it was nice going to the beach! :3 hopefully we could go back after a month.^^v i have semi-work but i'll be thinking over it again. i'm planning to work where i did my ojt. i'm not yet sure because my chinese boss didnt give me any specific amount regarding my salary. so tomorrow i'll be getting my offer letter and i hope it will be a good one. if not, i won't spend my one year working with a bad salary. he wants me to work for him about a year which is not good because a good offer may come within that time frame and i cannot accept it because of the bond contract. so i really have to think it over.

i'm again managing the shop and my feet hurts. :( anyway, i'm busy playing this jamlegend. it's soo addicting! haha! try it! XD in a while i'll be watching Super Junior's Full House. i miss Heechul. XD

FINALLY!

i am alive! after 3 days of no connection because the stupid people at PLDT are bored and they have nothing to do but to "fix" the wires here. anyway, we has internet! hahaha! LOL.

i have a part time job! so yay! XD i had my interview last thursday. it was funny interview because we have to read a script and be videotaped. haha. anway, i am an event marshall. if you are asking me what the hell is that job basically i'll be assisting in an event. hmm. as of now i'll be dealing with kids so its fun. atleast. haha. then on monday i'll be having a meeting with my old boss. we will talk about my future work at his office and his offer of course. it should be a good offer or else, i have to job hunt in Makati to have a decent job. i'm eyeing on this account executive position that my friend refered. the salary may not be that big but the commission is good. so i have to apply there before or after holy week. hopefully, they are still open.

my days of being bum will soon end. i think i'm going to miss this. XD

my family and i will be out of town this coming Holy Thursday and Good Friday. we'll be at a beautiful beach resort somewhere in Batangas. i cannot wait! XD

hope you guys a great weekend ahead:) i might get a haircut tomorrow. yayness! XD

i might look korean again. lol. *bang! bang!*

p.s
until now, i'm still confused on how to use last.fm here at lj. DX

p.p.s
sorry for the another lame post XD

it's been a week that i've been bumming around. i'm doing nothing that leads me to spacing out frequently. haha. well, its not that i have nothing to do but i'm really lazy to clean my stuff. haha. i think the most significant activity i did this week was a lovely lunch with my high school friends and we end up gossiping and watched a movie.

hmm.. also, i've been spazzing them koreans. LOL. yes its true and i dunno why! i cannot resist them hotness. haha! DBSK aka Tohoshinki and SUJU aka Super Junior are the koreans i've been spazzing for a week now. hahaha.

anyway, plurk is keeping me up so i won't really get bored. hmm, i've been planning to "job hunt" next week so after the holy week i have a job. but first i really have to finish editing my thesis and have it hardbound so i could have my transcript of records if its on hold. haha. lazy much eh? and also, i should work on my passport. hmm i gotta find some money too. lol.  so there an update of my not so fun life. haha.

p.s
i've been hearing lady gaga's just dance for the nth time now. thanks to my gayish brother. =)) joke! haha.

so it's a saturday here.. technically yesterday was our Baccalaureate Mass. my last school mass and also my last day that i wore my uniform. it's kinda sad but i'm not that mushy okay.. i don't want pleyr_04  throw tomatoes at me for being emo again! lol. love you!:D so anyway, the mass was okay. the priest had a good homily even if i was kinda sleepy. it was also the day were all the people i knew brought their cameras and took pictures until their battery is drained. haha okay, i'm exaggerating:p

after the mass, we had our little program. it was an agape and the awarding of the best thesis from different courses. the program was okay except that the avp that was made that supposedly for the graduates is kinda biased to a certain courses. nyahaha. anyway i actually don't care 'cause we marketing students were busy outside school due to our on the job training:p after that i went to my friend's house and had a lovely u.b.e XD

i went home kinda early and i did nothing. i just hanged-out at our computer shop. and great, i'm still here. i thought i could sleep early, but thanks to the hot weather i can't stay in our room. its soo freaking hot. argh. so to entertain myself i watched DBSK's Dangerous love. (this is the part 1) IT.WAS.SO.DAMN.FUNNY. i tell you! hahahaha. okay, it's korean but what the heck, they are so hot i can't resist! nyahaha! yes, they are my guilty pleasures as of the moment and i love them to bits. nyahaha.

so anyway, i need to go somewhere tomorrow and i will not stand staying here at home! but i think it would be difficult for me to go out since the people here are very superstitious and i feel that they won't allow me to go out because graduating students are accident prone. :|

i'm doomed.

p.s
i wish i could go to america for the VAMPS tour. lucky to those people in my f-list who lives there. please, kiss HYDE and K.A.Z for me. =3

wow. it's been a month since i last updated here! i had no inspiration during that time that's why i was not writing/updating anything. NYAHAHA. joke! i was kind a lazy i guess. after the defense, i was too over joyed that i could rest and slack my ass off. haha. after that actually we had our finals and the event. our class event was successful! yay! for us! even if i had to spend a lot of money just to fucking pass that effin' subject. haha. anyway.. that's soo 2 weeks ago.. i am soo done with college.

now, we have our grad practices. today was the first day. i am so bored to death. i swear. i am dying. i really can't use my ipod because it might get confiscated and i will die without my Hiroto bebe-chan. so anyway, 7:30am-7:00pm was our schedule.. 11 hours of nonsense practicing that eventually the grad itself, mistakes will surely occur. sigh. i am too obedient. i actually have a choice not to attend the graduation rites but it will kill me more if i stay here at home,so might as well be with my blockmates. same time again tomorrow then on wednesday until 9:00pm! gasp! help me lord!

the graduation rites will be this coming sunday march 22,2009 4:00pm-8:30pm. yes, you guys are invited! lol. just pm me if you want invites. hehe.

on friday will be the last day that i will wear my college uniform ever for our baccalaureate mass. i will surely miss wearing those weird uniforms. hehe. i won't be able to use school related activities anymore for my sleepovers, gigs etc. OMG.

I WILL REALLY MISS GOING TO SCHOOL SERIOUSLY.

sigh. this is so surreal.

please someone tell me this is not happening. :|

*runs and gone emo*

i had my major comprehensive exam a while ago..

YAY!

we are soo done with comprehensive exams! zee major exam is much more easy than the minor compre! what the hell. haha!

wohoo!!

finals on taxation this coming monday, then finals on strategic management on tuesday! while on february 28, submission of our final paper on entrep management and our fashion show event in warehouse 135! and last submission of requirement in strategic management is on march 2.

OMG! graduation is sooo near!! i cannot wait! hahaha.

after graduation i'll be bumming around for 3 weeks. soo i need something to do with that time. i was thinking to look for jobs already.. but i'm too lazy. nyaha. whatever.. i cannot believe i only have weeks for college.. and after march 22, i will be no longer a student of that corrupt school.

o.0

anyway enough school rants.. haha. so many pvs to watch! i'm currently buffing ken's deeper pv. can't wait for the single!:D i'm excited to see arashi's and vamps' new pvs. wohoo!!

i love my hiroto bebe-chan <333

oh btw, you have any idea guys where could i download some l'arc pvs in ipod format?:D thanks in advance!:D

err.

i and my fellow batchmates took it a while ago. it was the longest shortest4 hours of my freakin' life.

we had to answer 12.. yes.. you read it right... TWELVE.. as in T-W-E-L-V-E subjects within that time allotment. 4hours=20minutes PER SUBJECT.


WHAT.

THE.

FUCK.

i never knew thinking, comprehending and shading too many boxes/circles would be that so stressing. gad. i studied all the reviewers  i have, but it was very impossible to contain all those information in my brain. hello, reviewing lessons from 1st yr. college up to now is not easy. good lord, i really suck at memorizing terms! so most of my answers were wild guesses. and i'm praying all of them would be correct. HAHAHA! yes, i am still not over with this compre exam because the subject i find it difficult to answer was my major which is principles of marketing. how pathetic. most commerce students hated that test. hehe! sigh. answering 12 subjects within that time is not funny or cool. >.< blah.

so anyway.. i do hope, i and my friends will pass that comprehensive exam. we need it to graduate.

well its over now! so yay? but no. i forgot. hahaha we still have MAJOR COMPREHENSIVE EXAM.

i forgot this is only MINOR COMPREHENSIVE EXAM. hahahahaha. i think i'm crazy.

oh, thesis defense on Valentine's day for me! wish me luck! i wanted to schedule it on a friday the 13th but i'm too scared that all the bad luck will come to me that day. hehe. since i have no date, might as well do my defense on valentine's.

as soon this is over.. all i have to think about is passing my last 3 subjects and our class event to be successful.

i need my life back!

p.s
sorry for the incoherence and wrong grammars. my nose is still bleeding from the exam.

-back to practicum report.-

i just want to let you guys to know that i'm still alive.

SORRY FOR NOT COMMENTING MUCH ON YOUR ENTRIES. T__T I HAVE A LOSER LIFE. almost a month to go before the big day comes. GAH. STRESS!

and oh, please don't remove me on your f-list. :( i love you guys.

anyway.. i just need to share this Filipino McDonald's commercial.. its just soo.. touching. i've been watching tv because of this commercial.



this is the commercial yannen  is talking about in her entry. i'm no good at translation but its about first love. :) argh. sorry i can't describe this commercial all i can say is <3333 :) the music they used for the BGM is one of the favorite song from an epic band here in our country.

anyway, back to work. WTF!

yo.

first post of the year.

it's already my birthday.

i'm twenty.

gasp.

i can't believe it.

is this true?

gah.

i'm thesis-ing on my birthday.

horray for me!

sorry my f-list if i haven't comment much on your entries. busy bee. i'll get back to you guys after i submit this draft.

holy eff. i'm twenty!

okay.. only 41 minutes left before year 2009 comes.

i'm literally ending this year with a bang. my head hurts. my ipod has two dents thanks to my sister and crush. i almost had  a lovelife. haha. well, as of now, someone came and yeah we're doing okay. hahaha. now that's a different story.=p

gad.

2008.

its been a long year. as the new year starts.. i have 2 months left for college and i am still not ready to work but i have to for my sister. anyway, i met a lot new friends this year especially here in lj. i'm really thankful for l'arc and other japanese fandom because i met alot of wonderful people. even if we don't really see each other personally, you guys are very special to my heart. ♥

to the people around our computer shop, thanks for the u.b.e moments. you made my 2008 extra special. you know you you are.:)

to my family and friends, i love you forever. i'm sorry if i'm such a bratinella sometimes.

happy new year guys!

i'm looking forward this 2009:)

i ♥♥♥ you guys!!!

Meme mode:

Day 6
I am happy because i didn't go to work today but i had an u.b.e with my high school friends:) also, we went to helloworld01's house to hang out. i filled up my baby with some songs and videos.♥

i didn't saw him today. booness.  i was 30minutes late! but i am still happy because my auntie who is the one managing the computer shop told her that he would be here tomorrow. <33

so it's all good yah.:D

i am fangirling over justin timberlake right now. <33

i don't know what is our current relationship right now. all i know is i'm very happy just to see your presence last night.<333

i know you're just too sweet and too kind but what the hell i don't care. i don't ask anything from you, just stay the same.

i don't want to say i'm inlove, but i like this feeling. <333

if flirting is a game, i think you are the best player i know. hahaha.

thanks for distracting me. just in time my cramming thesis month.

you owe me a big hug and kiss. LOL.

thanks for the wonderful ultimate bonding experience. <3333

before i rant about my ojt a.k.a work,school and crush...

i don't know myself anymore.

i am so lost.

so many thoughts.


HAHAHAHA. okay that's emo.

just a pre-post for Twilight movie date with pleyr_04 , mwuahugs , sharena and tal tomorrow.

i AM SO EXCiTED FOR THiS MOViE. i CANNOT WAiT to be DAZZLED like baoying  when she went to the premiere night.

HAHAHA.

gad.

i cannot believe myself joining the Twilight band wagon. >.>

on other news, my crush is a boo. i am so making moves but he doesn't see me. boo him.

i miss him though.

it's been a while i felt this.

natural high.

yes, my fandom over L'Arc, Miyavi, Jrockers and J.E boys makes me high but this cloud nine feeling of liking someone reachable is much more <3333

i've been smiling like a fool and i didn't sleep well last night. why?

i SAW MY CRUSH in our computer rental shop. he was playing on station 4.  i freaked out a little when i saw him. he looked at me and smile. i was like i don't know what to do.

i stayed there and pretending i need to use a pc because i want to see him for how many hours. hahaha. well actually i really planned on the way home that i'll do my thesis but suprisingly he's there and tell me guys how am i supposed to work?!

his friends are teasing me like forever but i don't give a damn. hahaha.

he's not really making any big moves but his small talks and smiling back at me is really killing me. hahahaha=)) he's freaking making me high like a crazy person!

yes, i am that easy to please.♥♥♥♥♥

i actually died of what he did just to stay. his friends already went out to have dinner, yet he stayed. then when he logged out he talked to me about my lost cellphone. then when his friend fetched him he was like "i-still-don't-wanna-go" then his friend asked me if its okay to go home. i was like "uhh yeah sure" AS if he was my boyfriend! hahaaha. the last glimpse i saw of him is when he waved goodbye and smiled.

i am so incoherent right now! i can't concentrate. hahaha. sorry for the blabbing. i can't help it. i need to let it out.<3333

NATURAL HiGH.<33333

hoping i'll see him later. hahaha.